The Kindness of Strangers - a Story from a man who suffers with anxiety
The Kindness of Strangers I am a young man who suffers with Anxiety and PTSD as well as chronic pain. I am tall and I have not been self assured for some of my life and so used to stoop. I now carry myself tall but can still freeze up when in a crowd or doing something I haven’t done for a while. Because of the coronavirus pandemic, and without my usual supports and ways of coping, I had been taking daily exercise and sometimes shopping at my local small shops or in places where there weren’t queues. On this occasion I decided to do my shopping in Waitrose. However when I got there I saw a lot of people and staff managing a long queue. On seeing this a panic attack started so walked away and I sat on a nearby wall. I could neither go on nor go back, the panic overwhelming me so that I froze. I sat there for an hour calming myself gradually, doing my breathing exercises and eventually managed to phone a friend. I explained that I really needed shopping but could not face the cro...